[Slumps back down again, the touch under his chin serving to soothe the rage.]
It's not fair. And it's useless to say that. He deserved more. Do you know right up until the end he seemed surprised that we'd all drop everything and come for him? And even here. He never got it! He couldn't believe anyone would want to be in a different world for him. And maybe it's just he doesn't want that guilt or pressure or responsibility, but I don't get it. He was a division commander and took on things that weren't his responsibility at all. Always so damn frustrating. And I miss him. It's so incomplete. He got his dream, but he didn't even get time to enjoy it. And here, all his friends except you went home. Bellandy, Sweden, Jon.
[Clenches a fist and quietly seethes, the rage all winding back up and into a bottled only to corked.] I hate it. The only thing that would help is killing Akainu a thousand times over and I'm sick of everyone else claiming dibs. [And then there was the issues that Marco couldn't go on a single-minded suicidal mission to kill the man while he had too many others to look after.]
It was better here and he still just... Not enough. He deserved more. If I could give him my life, I would... so why can't it work that way? [Why did he have to feel like that if he couldn't do anything with it?]
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It's not fair. And it's useless to say that. He deserved more. Do you know right up until the end he seemed surprised that we'd all drop everything and come for him? And even here. He never got it! He couldn't believe anyone would want to be in a different world for him. And maybe it's just he doesn't want that guilt or pressure or responsibility, but I don't get it. He was a division commander and took on things that weren't his responsibility at all. Always so damn frustrating. And I miss him. It's so incomplete. He got his dream, but he didn't even get time to enjoy it. And here, all his friends except you went home. Bellandy, Sweden, Jon.
[Clenches a fist and quietly seethes, the rage all winding back up and into a bottled only to corked.] I hate it. The only thing that would help is killing Akainu a thousand times over and I'm sick of everyone else claiming dibs. [And then there was the issues that Marco couldn't go on a single-minded suicidal mission to kill the man while he had too many others to look after.]
It was better here and he still just... Not enough. He deserved more. If I could give him my life, I would... so why can't it work that way? [Why did he have to feel like that if he couldn't do anything with it?]