Similar, but I imagine that your...devil's fruits are a less heavy burden. My mind is still conscious when I am a spiritual entity, so I know what I'm doing, I just can't stop myself.

[She shakes her head]

I associate with my friends by being myself. Not by being human. I think they understand that, and many of them know that side of me exists, but it doesn't come out often. And they...rightly fear it.