Whatever you do, don't say yes just because you don't want to hurt me. That would be.... so much worse.

Look I'll just. Give it my best and stop trying to be a wreck here.

Do as you wish. I want you to be free above all else. Happy, but free. Those two things come before everything else, got it? And healthy. And you can make up whatever order you want them in or anything else along the way. If you give me a request or an order I'll take it. Just, remember that, all right? And if you want to say no and still want something different, that's absolutely okay too. Because I've just been thinking it was yes or no, and you're right there are third or fourth options. I'm just being an idiot. All right?