[He just... nods and slumps over, both arms on the table and his head bowed between. He can't do it anymore. Hold himself together, pretend to be strong so everyone can lean on him.]

It's not like I lost them all over again, but it's like having them here was just fooling myself. Buying a little more time.

Fuck, I couldn't even put Ace's grave together, I don't know what to do here.

[Downs his cup.]