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Influenced eh? You're making it very hard not use that to my advantage.... again.

All right, how can I help you?

E-eh? [Waves hand, Marco you say such silly things...! ...Stares.]

I admit I am not sure. I could ask to have my chip removed, but that would cause problems of my own. If I visit that time period again...

Lean on me. I can handle anything you throw at me, eh?

I believe I need some time to think on whether I wish for my chip to be removed or not. [He leans on Marco, quite literally, now and sighs.] But would Marco take care of me at that time?

... Ah, it is a huge burden. Perhaps more than I first expected. ...And if anything happens before then... I suppose I would like to be able to rely on each other... But it's difficult. [Sometimes things make them both affected, he's thinking. It could happen. His first arrival had things messing with like EVERYONE...]

[Laughs when Japan literally leans on him and nuzzles cheerfully.] Of course I would.

Your choice, but I don't see why you wouldn't get it out, eh. Maybe I just need my phoenix side more though.

Simply the hassle of it all. [He has no major goals-- but then again, there are a lot of people he cares about here. Maybe he should start really being there for his citizens.

...]

Ah, it would be nice to be safer like that... Cube-san is always so busy, though. ...And it truly will be a hassle, you realize...

Aye, but how much worse can it be than getting stuck defenseless?

[Another shrug.] Well, at least you have your sword, eh.

[He pauses, slowly brushing some hair out of his face. Hm...]

Marco has a point... I believe I will be removing it. Ah, but, I won't be needing that sword.

What? Why not? You learn magic or something?

Magic?! [LMAO shocked face and staring at... what.]

A-ah, that's... [No.]

...Swords are quite nice, but that sword is something I set down years ago. I am not sure how to properly explain this...

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Just try and I'll listen my best no matter what the words, eh?

[...Alright. He can try.]

That sword has always been something I have used to push myself forward and cut through the crowds. Perhaps there were times I used it in defense, but for the most part... my "self-defense" was to attack first, wasn't it? [He sighs.]

Holding it now, all I can feel are the numbers of those I have hurt. And while that is a burden I should carry forever, it is one I should carry with my heart alone.

I would like it if fights could be avoided. If things could be settled through words... I am realistic, of course. I can still defend myself. But it will be purely that, and through different motions than what I have done in the past.

Perhaps I can make a wooden sword later...

[Blinks and then nods and pets his head. Marco can't pretend he understands pacifism, but he remembers how Japan used to be and it helps sync up to the actions and words now.]

No sparring either then?

[Looking down at the petting.]

...Is that disappointment?

I can still train, but I will have to think on sparring. I am not used to having to face these things.

It isn't. Just curiosity. I find it hard to really fight you, eh. I can't bring myself to risk hurting someone I love. Even with Ace, I only act as a wall he can lash out at.

But I can't always guard you, eh? [Though, he's tempted to try.] Will you be all right?

I wouldn't ask Marco to be responsible for such a thing. [He smiles calmly.]

I can protect myself. There is no need to worry about that.

I don't want you getting hurt.

[Unless you like seeing a phoenix freak out all Marineford style.]

[He makes sure he's facing Marco now, watching him]

I will do my best to prevent such a thing. But Marco must also realize that I would rather be hurt than give up on my way of bushido. I have not lost it. It has simply become more clear to me. And I will continue with it even if the rest of the world refuses to understand.

[Starts off hesitant and then breaks into a broad grin.]

Aye. [Nods.] I wouldn't have it any other way. You just got stronger is all.

I can assure Marco that's true. Ah, my apologies if I ever worry him in the future... I am not saying I will never do that. [he's clumsy sob]

But I will do my best to prevent it.

[Leans forward and nuzzles gently.] I trust you.

And I'll do my best to help as well.

[Those words are so warm, he just leans into Marco and stays there. He wants to just stay there. Pause everything and stay with Marco. So much catching up to do, but he knows they'll go about as usual and connect even stronger than before.

But... this sort of comfort is something nice that he's only been able to find with Marco.

Of course he gets lost in this thought and is just silent.]

[And just like that Marco has to go and ruin it.]

Oh hell, I left your bath. It's probably cold by now! [About to set Japan back on the floor, but changes his mind and picks him up to carry him off to the bathroom.]

[L M A O oh Marco... Japan makes a startled yelp as he clings to Marco.]

T-there is no need to worry so much... [Since he was fine how it was just then...]

At least I didn't leave it running... [For a second he thought he had.]

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